Monday, August 27, 2007
{10:14 AM}
practically in a very down mode right now. dunno why have been really down these few days
but i dunno wad i am downing about
urgh! i really feel like crying, screaming hitting something
i know... i know that some of ya wanna smack me
when i think this way....
i cant believe it... joyce meyer words and the dun worry parable
kept going on in ma mind
then i ask maself
why cant i be okay without thinking this way
maybe i am jus sick and tired of some stuff
and blabbering around ( which i rarely do on blog!)
yea! blah blah blah! the only person i can trust
is only God.
people ask me trust them
but they kept hurting me
how can i ?
how can i ?
crying
over?
i dunno.....
{8:43 AM}
Friday, August 24, 2007
{12:18 AM}
Thursday, August 23, 2007
{1:19 AM}
holidays aint over.. working and thinking about ma studies. yep yep. movies movies i wanna watch all..
{12:15 AM}
Sunday, August 19, 2007
{3:57 AM}
Saturday, August 18, 2007
Hey Hey Hey!! haha! i love Dr. joyce meyer! i mean how many 64 years old woman of God is so on fire like her! climbed over a gate to preach!! if she can go to such extent, what about us! i mean look at the sleeping christians! the way she preached is so funny too, but you can feel God's presence so strongly ,a few times i find maself tearing. I just love her! yep yep!! hahaha!
{8:27 AM}
Wednesday, August 15, 2007
ho ho ho ! these i jus bought! i going to buy more things! whaha!
{9:45 AM}
Monday, August 13, 2007
ma new pups! dutchness and lady!
Cell refreshments! i love them!! haha fav: orange mint
the one next to spicy cheese
apple cinn.
whaha! i love donuts! crazy over them!
my pups! i got 2 more chihuahua! total i dunno how many i have alr!!
oh ya.. nini told me to do tests and here it is
the people that came into ma mind for the colours
yellow- tricia- buddy buddy
orange- aini- best fren
white- pam- twin
green- evan- the one who knows me best
red- wendy- the one i love most
cow, sheep, pig, horse, tiger( in order that i love most)
tiger-finance
horse-family
sheep- love
cow- career
pig- frens
well, personally i feel that the test well ok for the colours one but not at all for the animals one! so wrong!
{5:35 AM}
Thursday, August 9, 2007
ma goodness... ma sisters they really!! ahhhh!!!! i going mad lo.. keep wanting to delete ma church things and blah... so i decided to back up all ma files and reformat once and for all.. cause i had enough.. i am nt going to let them use this com EVER AGAIN! ma goodness...
i wan new stuff la.. everything..... blessings come!! haha!
{9:05 AM}
Wednesday, August 8, 2007
well, today everything was great till i have to go to the doctor! ok nvr mind go 24 hours i prepared myself that the doc like blur blur one.. but this one! this stupid moron! so rude !! dun ever go there man! really i almost wanna kick his pi pi man!
But haha! today went have dinner with nini and wendy jasmine all very good la.. i always enjoy talkin with them.. :)
{10:20 AM}
Monday, August 6, 2007
well, today went to watch the transformers with wendy and joshua.. yea i know the movie was out long ago.. but i was busy to watch it ok! haha! then now got the time.. i desperately wanna watch evan almighty, rush hour 3, eh still got somemore but i forgot then name but anyway! haha! i jus feel much better... and yea... hehe! at least there was a movie i can catch to liften ma mood up today.. yea...
jus had smth going inside me again... man.. GOD! i feel so tired! truly.. but anyway its all over.. but anyway, i feel that its hardworking ah ha.. if u look at another way.. yea.. wadever....
{10:33 AM}
Sunday, August 5, 2007
i am just so moodyyy... yes though festival of praise today was very good.. but i jus got home and jus feel so much.. not the demon thing but ma own ok... dun everyday demon demon.. i am sick and tired of it already.. i haven study for ma stupid exam.. which is around 7 hours later.... hai... how how how... i hate.. i feel like stupid damn burden to friends around me.. wad shit.
{10:53 AM}
Friday, August 3, 2007
today is Festival of Praise day one one one!!!! hahaa! it was great.. the message and all was good... i am tired but not tired.. confusing eh? haha.. had dinner with aini joshua and wendy and all of us were in the state of 'rubbish talk' haha! spirit of death images flashed through during service but yea.. who cares about them.. they can go to hell!
well.. although the songs are those same ones! haha! but it still strike a chord in me still.. afterall i jus finish the demon inside me! hahaha! okok! i shall read the bible then go sleep le!! buai buai!
oh ya.. this is ma project.. well its kinna stupid but yea. who cares when the teacher likes it! haha!
{12:21 PM}
Thursday, August 2, 2007
today a lot of things happen and i decide not to be afraid of it. and i was listening to sermon by joyce meyer and she said the same as evan had advised me. and i was thinking to maself. i have to do this! i cant wait any longer. I love God and my life belongs to Him only. stuff in skool i dun care, jus concentrate on ma studies, anything else can come later.
I have said that i cant wait longer.. and God jus tell me to read Proverbs 3 and read it out, confess.. And i did.. the atmosphere straight away changed! HALLELUJAH! it jus from like u can sense darkness atmosphere to all u can sense is GOD atmosphere... and i jus get excited on it and i wrote down.. meditate on it. A rhema from HIM.. its jus amazing!
{10:27 AM}