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Monday, May 28, 2007

whahah!!! great in skool !!! ha! although din get to play with my playmate today, but during the break ,veena and priya n me talked about brazilian waxing and other different kind and haha!! got to know some interesting facts!! and we agreed to go for a try together! ahha!! i jus feel so blessed having Him by ma side everyday of ma life.. though have problems and ahh all but then i dunno.. i no longer feel tied or controlled by it.. i jus feel happy everyday.. and i felt that Yea! empowered by Him! ha. emerge... heheheh!! high ah... nvr sleep a lot high man!! hahah!

{9:00 AM}

Sunday, May 27, 2007

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Friday, May 25, 2007

argh.. the hours of sleep kind of really upsetting my body and emotions..... yea.. my mood swing comes and goes but still under control. terribly upset over the cell prayer meeting.. cause of me like still have barrier in praying in groups, i tend like argh... i think i mus really find someone in cell to pray with me more often.. otherwise, if i keep having the barrier i think i go nuts.... hai.. dad jus nag and nag again.. and say that if i keep on going cell and church he will join me and blah.. and i was thinking, ok lor.. come join.. i welcome you man! hahaa! money.. jia lut.. parents not giving me enough money larhss... hai.. dunno how to go church tomro lor without $.. think mus go dig coinbox alr.. whaha! its all for a good cause, why dun they jus trust me.. my family have trusting problem with me too.. i dun blame them.. but.. stil... its kinna urgh.. yea.. have to stay up and study lo... exams coming!!! argh.. totally drained.. but then i can do all things through Him. yea!

{9:57 AM}

Wednesday, May 23, 2007

well.. din go for the movie.. WHY?.. cause have to rush home and teach aunt to do invoice.. GREAT in skool!! ahahah!! playing around with frens esp math lesson!! freaking funny!! cause the china lecturer so long winded and all.. played sort of wording or wadever u call it game.. then went home and realised there is tons of revision to be done and more tests coming up.. and its so funny i am blogging now cause i am left with like 3 and a half hour to sleep.. no choice.. have to really wake real early sleep real late jus to study and revise.. but i feel its all worthwhile.. as tired as i am, everytime whn i jus stop for 5 min and pray, God jus take away my tireness and i am jus like a battery fully charged. ha.. i am the battery connected to a powerful source of electricity!! God is my electricity provider! haha!!! ok.. gonna turn in.. gonna meet ms tai tai tricia to paa her cd too! haha! poo poo!

{9:23 AM}

Tuesday, May 22, 2007

well! today music lecturer was very humourous!! her actions and all! haha! got back my papers and hehehe!! got 18/20 for music and psychology 7/10..sad la... like kanna poo! haha.. but i still thank God that during my paper i jus felt very calm and and yea feel He's with me.. been fasting for cell and personal spiritual growth.. and for family too.. Hope that everything will get better!... so yea.. i going to have like prayer buddies at skool! so cool! heh.. i love my unimates!!!! muack them!!

{4:55 AM}

Sunday, May 20, 2007

whahah!!! today went for service and stayed for prayer meeting and it was FANTASTIC!! OVER THE TOP!!! actually for today, wasn't feeling alright at all.. cause of family, i was very disturbed and was very very upset.. during the start of the service, i jus cannot stop crying. some part of me still grieving over my grandma.. and some.. yea.. but its jus that sudden moment, .. in the spirit, i jus felt God comforting me, and i jus felt very peaceful within.. and He said to me that everything is going to be alright... stay with Him.. press on. and i stopped crying.. all of the sudden.. all the bottled feelings jus boom! gone!
i started to praise God, kept on praying.. and its very amazing that i jus feel that God stands beside me.. and during the prayer meeting, as i am walking around praying for emerge, i jus felt someone lay his hand jus above my back hip and jus pushed me forward, i turned back, nobody was there but i felt it again and again... inside of me was like panic?.. haha! really, cause it jus so sudden.. then i realised its Him whos pushing me and i hear Him speaking to me and i keep on praising and praying. i was very very excited and very happy!
praying is really a powerful tool u should use really.. after prayer meeting,as i was walking back home i felt tired, and i jus pray in tongues softly, and jus then, i jus feel very very energised, its jus like when u sleep a lot and very full and ready to go tht kind.. and i thank Him again and again. EVEN so! not finish yet! haha! when i jus stepped into my house, my mom scolded me using dialect 'vulgar' language, but its like although i hear it, but i jus felt God place a transparent protective armour against it, cause although i hear it, but its like immediately, God speaks to me, He said, "don't be discouraged by what she says,let it go! do not listen!" and i jus did, i din let it bother me. and i jus felt another WOW!
jus in one day, and it was in that day, i really felt God, so tangible. yeah! haha!

{3:39 AM}

Thursday, May 17, 2007

{3:51 AM}

woo woo~ well, these few days been having lots of fun! heh! love my unimates, they're like as crazy as me.. a huge group of us agreed to watch pirates of carribbean! yay! hahah! and class lessons well been really fun too! test and all been really good heh! except maths!. i dun realli feel good after doing the paper today! but i will jia you! haha!

din expect myself to really study tht hard.. and in lessons, feel can really understand and whahah! going to register for piano and violin lesson! whaha! and found a lasting bag, though not as huge as aini! XP

and i jus want to thank God for letting me have a great well mailpal?! ahah! and finally found someone that i can talk heart to heart to and get to pray for each other and all and rayna shared with me that she and some of her frens well pray for each other and really it how to say , i also wan to do that with my frens around me too! haha! da- da- da!!!!

{2:49 AM}

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