argh.. the hours of sleep kind of really upsetting my body and emotions..... yea.. my mood swing comes and goes but still under control. terribly upset over the cell prayer meeting.. cause of me like still have barrier in praying in groups, i tend like argh... i think i mus really find someone in cell to pray with me more often.. otherwise, if i keep having the barrier i think i go nuts.... hai.. dad jus nag and nag again.. and say that if i keep on going cell and church he will join me and blah.. and i was thinking, ok lor.. come join.. i welcome you man! hahaa! money.. jia lut.. parents not giving me enough money larhss... hai.. dunno how to go church tomro lor without $.. think mus go dig coinbox alr.. whaha! its all for a good cause, why dun they jus trust me.. my family have trusting problem with me too.. i dun blame them.. but.. stil... its kinna urgh.. yea.. have to stay up and study lo... exams coming!!! argh.. totally drained.. but then i can do all things through Him. yea!