them
trish tai tai
vieon
pam tai tai
rhonda
qila darling
shiiiiny shin shin
dilys pokemon
celeste baby
nabil
sister andrew
poh choo
jolene
jun yu
joo
lemuel
cheryl
xiaoqian
beloved e444!
chatties
archives
Saturday, April 21, 2007
i hate myself for not being able to bring them here to see you for the last time. i hate myself for not being able to stop thinking of the happy times we shared and stop crying about it. i hate myself for not being able to spend more time with you in the past. i hate myself for not discovering you were sick long ago. i hate myself for not being able to do ask doctor to discharge you even i know you yearn for it. i hate myself for i want to do so much more for you. i hate maself for not being able to stop this all from happening. i hate maself that i have to see you leave just liddat. i hate maself for everything. onli guilt and so much other feelings inside me. happy that you received salvation but upset that you've gone away,.....feel maself breakin down. the only thing i am able to do now is just to hold on to ma memories of you and hope that up there in heaven, you're doing smth greater than you have done here.
{8:56 AM}
matrix text effect