going to m'sia tonight..

to visit ma grandma who

had blood clot removed in her head

am angry.. jus dunno why..

am frustrated.. am tired..

everything doesnt seems to help

wadever i do dosent make me feel better

dunno.. wadever i do now seems like shit

at a certain point of time, was

actually doing things halfway

and jus cry like a baby

hitting and throwing everything i can see

in my room

wadever it is maybe its jus the way it is?

full of shit