well, had a quite a day today, i and mom had agreed to find ma jeans and shoes today afternoon, but in the afternoon when she came back and fetch me, she bring me to temple...dots.... well, humph, since she insist on it, i might as well go, not that i believe in it, but if going makes her feel better, i went... the fortune teller said the first thing is " wa! what you fretting over? a lot of going on in your mind ah.. then he said , well you excel in 2 subject, you know which? the subject on tv and radio... and he went on, you can study, but lazy, and u mus marry after 25 years old, and you leave long hair betta and dun be jealous easily, and so on..." i was quite upset, why do they have to believe in this rather than realli working and create a destiny a so called better future than sitting here listening to these..
i was quite affected, not by his words, but by how my family insist on bringing me to temple... and which after, ma sister as usual attacked on who i believe in, insult ma God, insult ma way of living.. when i explain to them, they attack me.. and i feel i want to cry, why can't they be understanding as i am to them? time... time tells everything.. jus hope it wun get worse.. really praying hard... argh..