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Sunday, May 20, 2007
whahah!!! today went for service and stayed for prayer meeting and it was FANTASTIC!! OVER THE TOP!!! actually for today, wasn't feeling alright at all.. cause of family, i was very disturbed and was very very upset.. during the start of the service, i jus cannot stop crying. some part of me still grieving over my grandma.. and some.. yea.. but its jus that sudden moment, .. in the spirit, i jus felt God comforting me, and i jus felt very peaceful within.. and He said to me that everything is going to be alright... stay with Him.. press on. and i stopped crying.. all of the sudden.. all the bottled feelings jus boom! gone!
i started to praise God, kept on praying.. and its very amazing that i jus feel that God stands beside me.. and during the prayer meeting, as i am walking around praying for emerge, i jus felt someone lay his hand jus above my back hip and jus pushed me forward, i turned back, nobody was there but i felt it again and again... inside of me was like panic?.. haha! really, cause it jus so sudden.. then i realised its Him whos pushing me and i hear Him speaking to me and i keep on praising and praying. i was very very excited and very happy!
praying is really a powerful tool u should use really.. after prayer meeting,as i was walking back home i felt tired, and i jus pray in tongues softly, and jus then, i jus feel very very energised, its jus like when u sleep a lot and very full and ready to go tht kind.. and i thank Him again and again. EVEN so! not finish yet! haha! when i jus stepped into my house, my mom scolded me using dialect 'vulgar' language, but its like although i hear it, but i jus felt God place a transparent protective armour against it, cause although i hear it, but its like immediately, God speaks to me, He said, "don't be discouraged by what she says,let it go! do not listen!" and i jus did, i din let it bother me. and i jus felt another WOW!
jus in one day, and it was in that day, i really felt God, so tangible. yeah! haha!
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